This is more of a chat than my traditional blog posts. It's a raw post. One of my most raw posts. There is no editing. No grammar check. No prompts. Just me having to get what is inside out through this keyboard.
These past few weeks I have done some mega essence searching inside. So this blog will be a song blog. The song is "Chapter of The Forest" by Trevor Hall.
I suggest that you play this song while you read so you can get the energy that I am in at this moment. The link does not work on mobile devices, sorry essences :(
Chapter of My Forest.....
"I greet my Lord by the river side, It hits me almost every time"
I don't know about you but I have fallen in love with Spirit again. It took me going back to one of my sacred places to remind myself of how much I love Spirit and how much it means to me. This past week I was at the same spot where I found out that one of my ancestors moved to the Spirit Realm. Hara hara Narmada.
"Beauty runs so deep, that it's hard to sleep at night. This is the chapter of the forest"
Being connected to this spot reminded me how massive and big Spirit is. How the Universe is massive and how connected I can be to that source if I choose to be. I sat on that porch at that spot in awe of the beauty of how one of the hardest deaths in my life was a turning point for me. Spirit heard my prayers and intentions loud and clear. They allowed him to pass quickly and not suffer too much in the end. Thanks Tribe. Hara hara Naramada.
"Every line, and every chorus. From my heart it comes a pouring."
Beautiful Essence. For me when Spirit enters my heart fully, without boundaries, I can not help but cry. They are so powerful and beautiful. My human body can not handle the beauty that enters my body. It is an experience where I think that my heart will rip out of my chest, in a good way. The flood gates open and the rain starts to come down my cheeks. Hara hara Naramada.
"Into every single melody. Flame without the smoke"
I am a Lightworker and as I grow older, the more I fight it. No more. Now is the time to put this into overdrive. Not only have I come out of the closet with my Spirituality. It's time to embrace this life in more aspects of my life. Be the flame without saying a word, just show it! Hara hara Naramada.
"Harness all the poetry. I swear I'll never choke."
My voice tends to be smashed and I lash out in anger. No more. It's time to embrace my throat charka and really work on how I communicate with the world. My daughter is able to convey what is going on with little to no words. The least I can do it harness my voice and actions to reflect what Spirit truly wants for me in this world. Hara hara Naramada.
"Because I only of Naramada. Hara hara everyday"
Because I am here by the stars being in line. Do you fully understand how so many things had to happen for you to be alive? Let alone living today to write this? You are YOUnique and truly a gift to this world. Hara hara Naramada
"Make my love down at her waters. Calling on the mountain starter."
"No more books, no more empty words
No more running away from her
I now learn from the wind and rain
From the song of the lion's mane
And as it touches the sun and moon
I sit back and behold that tomb
Of glory upon her name
We say hara hara Naramada"
"Well the one simple perspires. With a face that burns like fire. That's where I lay my body down"
I am reminded of that connection similar to Spirit when I was in high school. That balls to the walls, no boundaries, full release from all of this world. Just falling to my knees. Head to ground. Chanting to Spirit for the next move. Please show me my path. Hara hara Naramada.
"Yeah, and in my dream I heard the lesson. Of the vault that holds the heavens in. Sow now I gaze upon the crowd, yeah."
Here you go Beautiful Essence. I heard your prayer. Now are you ready to follow it? Oh your in fear? Tell your Spiritual Tribe on Gaia and they will help you push through that fear. What is the worst that can happen Lindsay? You won't die. So why fear? Hara hara Naramada.
"You see my woman she is stainless. Stood her at the base. Touch the face, all the Gods come out the mountain. Sweet embrace."
Another wave of the love from Spirit spreading from my chest into the rest of my body. The flood gates are beyond open and now my head and heart are still. There are no words, no feelings, no images that can express this peace that is swept into my body. I am reminded that I am love, provided for, and never fail in my Spirit's eyes. Each "failure" I experience, Spirit will use that experience to better show how massive and powerful they are. Hara hara Naramada.
"You see her song it can't be heard. Unless you let go of the world. So I laid it all down. And I behold what I heard."
Less is more. More is less. That statement now has new meaning. It's time to release the past life that I lived this lifetime. Why carry around shit from years ago that doesn't even matter today? Why panic about every little thing, when all I have is just today? I can only chance my actions in this moment. Can not change the past. And choose the path for the future. So what is your choice Essence? Hara hara Naramada.
"No more books, no more empty words
No more running away from her
I now learn from the wind and rain
From the song of the lion's mane
And as it touches the sun and moon
I sit back and behold that tomb
Of glory upon her name
We say hara hara Naramada"
Of the glory of their name, it's name, his name, her name, on whosoever name. Hara hara hara! Now is the time to stand up with PURPOSE. Now is the time to RELEASE all the fear. Now is the time for CHANGE. Now is the time! Now is the Time. Now is The Time. Now Is The Time. Hara hara hara Naramada.
"Hara hara Naramada"
-Hara hara Naramada Beautiful Essence
What is your choice? Share with your friends. Light that fire that we are more then what the world says we are. You are important and have a purpose in this world that only you can do. Are you ready?
